I totally agree, life isn't fair. That's why Jesus had to suffer on the cross (I think you told me that, thanks). Also, if we profess our faith much earlier, then it would be a challenge living a Christian life, a challege that we embraced when we made that profession and an increasingly difficult challenge as the years go by. Some are ready for that challenge and others wait until the end of their life, but in the end God's side wins. One should also meditate on the Prodigal Son parable (the elder brother who stuck it out with the father and the younger prodigal son). Just my two cents, and I'm sticking to it.